maybe i have to..

maybe i have to start to give myself abit pressure..
maybe i have to start to give myself abit stress..
maybe i have to force myself to study..
maybe i have to start to do my revision hardly frm now..
maybe i have to stop fb
maybe i have to stop see TV..
maybe i have to stop playing..
maybe i have to concentrate at my study..

hmmn..
it can't be maybe right?it should be "MUST"..
come on TSY.u boleh..just do it...God will bless u..

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and feel abit sad cause of a guys..
am i have to say sorry to him?
you thought i really becoz of ur "no place,go sit behind" and angry u so dun wan talk with u?
actually i didnt angry him..im just dun wan talk with him..
because talk with him,i feel hurt..
even sometime u are joking,but has a limit right? not everything also can talk as a joke..
maybe sometimes u also duno
the way u talking with me had hurt me so much..
yaya..i knw u always get scold by me..but,u knw although how loud i talking with u but actually is just wanna proctect myself..you are not me..
thats why u wont knw how hurt am i...
the ost painful thing is..my sister..because of you..
i feel she got abit beh song me..
because of you!!!!!!
i never angry or behsong them because of a guy..
but how about her..even she didnt say out..but i can feel it..
am i wrong? is it my wrong..?
or i too 任性?so,i have to apologize???
if u feel is my wrong..
then here i say sorry...satisfied??