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whats the time now?? 2.30 am,so late..duno what happen with me,my eye dun wanna close..i tired,not really lar,but i still cant sleep..i wonder why..sitting outside my house,and looking at the sky..the sky is black (scolding myslef stupid,if not..?what colour u want) and there is no star no moon...my friend told me that im not dare to sit outside alone in the time of 1am,what i want to tell him is: I DARE!!!

sitting at a chair,facebook-ing,got abit terrible because alone..cold,i go inside my hse and wear my jacket,still feel so cold,i take my pillow and my strawberry from my room,continue facebook...looking at the sky again,it was empty..suddenly,i heard a 'pop' sound,oops..my friend find me at facebook..a indian boy,a nice friend,he ask me the reason why so late i still dun wan go to bed..i ask the same question too,and we two have the same response --haha=]

talk about many thing:our exam,i mean the one that just pass--PMR;our school life,we are different class;our friendship and many many many..suddenly,i feel he so down..he say,he didnt have a true friend..his friend all is compare result,the people beside him is friend with the people who having good result,i wonder why this can happen in the age of 15? maybe,i too naif,so i didnt think this will happen..and he say im so good,so many friend ard me,and i ask myself is that all is true friend..i so surprised,i answer myself: i DUNO,got de,maybe just few..the other just PARKING AT MY LIFE..haha* again i say,PLEASE PAY FOR PARKING FEE!! =) i knw that my true friend can found in some place,the place which i truly love..guess where?

maybe he already feel tired,so he ask me:doing wat? wont feel tired? then i say looking at the sky,the empty sky..and so he tell me,the empty sky is just like our life,our life=empty and meaningless..and finally,he tell goodnight..XD but,i still so energy..maybe,i hyper-active? people all say me like that.i duno whats is the reason why i cant sleep today..haha,is ok...continue to see the sky then...

empty sky=empty life? think, think,think and think..wrong!!!he telling me the wrong thing,the sky wont forever be empty,and our life is not empty and meaningless..for me,my life is colourful,everyday got different thing to do (although now i so bored at home),different thing to learn..our life not just study,still got many thing to do..cheer up,my friend =] this is what i learn:dont always so down,dont just look at youself,try to look at others..you will feel,that is so many people around you when you are in the lowest point,you will feel the warms...hmmmn..is the time to sleep? haha =] have to back to my room and zZzz..

and i tell myslef,
i wont so stupid again to see the sky without start..
because,really so cold here..
stupid me ><
nitez,everyone @.@